Thoughts Of You Tony
I've done all the things that family and friends expected of me this Holiday season.I even did most of them with a smile , even tho my heart was breaking.It was our best Christmas since u left us ! But the pain of the one I wanted most , to be in the room with us never left me !This is the pain I held in while I was with family and friends,
then when i got home and was alone I screamed to let it all out !
Why, did God choose me and how strong does he think I am?
The world continues on , back to work,laughter,stories,food and everyone sharing their holiday memories.
Just us bereaved parents sharing together our pain and broken hearts ,we suffer in silence , cry alone , and wonder WHY WHY .
Tony I miss u so much and Christmas will never again be the happy times we all shared .
Tony , I love u and I miss u and I will forever !Love Mother Close